my point isssss

why should i care? because you don't.

xmas break countdown:
27 hrs
3.5 hrs of work
1 test
3 bus rides
a million hrs of studying

door

i can only think in lists:
-astrology
-happy/sad endings
-things should be more like they are in the movies
-i want to change

broken thanksgiving

this thanksgiving is going to be all sorts of stupid.

desperate

i can't even describe how boring it is at my house. i'm working on friday because i know i'll be doing nothing otherwise. i'm looking forward to it.

wow

i used to watch this show when i was little and now it looks so.....old.

lets relive this everyday

decisions, decisions

in a few months i have to make a decision:

or

Number one is my first choice but i'm not about to go there without...........

I don't know how to finish that sentence.

add/remove programs

we finally moved into our new place today. the last time i moved for real was when i was three. but i love my new bed.

right now i'm really into things that let me feel like i did in the summer:

i'm so fucked in school its ridiculous.

you got it

i like what everyone turned into,
i never start growing.

grass

summer ended a month ago, the main reason for this.

i am trying:
-to do a lot in one day
-to remember what i liked
-to figure out all these people

i am made up of:
-de soto de son
-sr 520
-fruit juice

stay out

i'm enjoying this summer too much to write about it.

where have i been?

i've been working and i've been having too much fun to be on the computer. we're leaving on thursday for las vegas and california.

summer resolutions

now that summer break officially started this past wednesday...

here is what i want to accomplish this summer:
-re-learn how to drive
-cook more dinners than i buy
-work out regularly
-finally get a tatoo
-finish the chronicles of narnia

i'm guessing summer will also have a lot of this:

JK

i take it back, this weather is awesome because it has allowed me to read 3 books in a week and i am now reading number 4. however, i would still prefer this weather to take place in november, a more fitting month.

last night i went to my brother's baccalaureate and here are the highlights:
-i forgot how creepy church is

-someone called me j.shull, i haven't heard that in forever

-graduation speeches are inspiring when you're graduating, three years later they're just depressing

-my mom's ADD is annoying

-my brother is actually capable of being nice

now, back to studying for my women's studies final

shopping around

you know its not the proper type of weather it ought to be when you put on a coat you haven't worn in awhile and discover bits of candy cane in your pocket.

sometimes i'm so full of shit that it should be a crime

time has passed really quickly. i feel really accomplished. school is out in a week and a half. summerrrrrrrr.

electrical fire

today:
-i saw a girl with the most amazing star wars print skirt
-"just because this bus goes to klahanie does not prove the fact that you are alright" -the bus driver

confidential to you know who you are: stop hiding from me. listen to me, because you aren't aware of the lengths i'm willing to go to so that you will.

trip not possible

i realized that at the exact same time last year the exact same thing happened to us. i think i only know how to make things worse.

today it was cold out

oh no, what did i do?

you know the rest, i guess

We're not the same, dear
As we used to be
The seasons have changed
And so have we
And there was little we could say
And even less that we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner
Under me and you
We buried our love
In a wintery grave
A lump in the snow
Was all that remained
Though we stayed by its side
As the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner
With every word that we'd speak
And when the spring arrived
We were taken by surprise
When the flows under our feet
Bled into the sea
And nothing was left
For you and me
We're not the same, dear
And it seems to me
There's nowhere we can go
With nothing underneath
And it saddens me to say
What we both knew was true
That the ice was getting thinner
Under me and you
The ice was getting thinner
Under me and you

four in one

i don't know if its better to be happy with what you have or to try to get something better.

Lois A. Harrington

I had been really down and consequently, i thought the past weekend was going to be really awful. it wasn't and now in fact, i feel a little better. Lois Harrington, how will i ever repay you?

beyond me

yesterday some guy did a u-turn in the middle of the street that i was getting ready to cross, coming within a few feet of hitting me. in doing so, he cut off a bus and also there were two cop cars right behind him. obviously, he got pulled over. i didn't tell anyone this story yesterday.

no news

i worked really hard in school this week so i think i am going to do my spanish homework and then just read a book the rest of the day.

pictures from punk rock prom: http://www.flickr.com/photos/jessieshull/

shrinking

so strange, so strange. tonight my mom said she'd make me a chocolate cake for my birthday. my birthday was in february...

public television

last night my mom was flipping channels and on channel 9 there was a joni mitchell concert then when she got to channel 12 there was a dashboard confessional concert. i watched it and at the end there was a commercial for the osmonds reunion concert show. but i already saw that. then antiques road show came on.

L'altare della Patria

i like getting mail but i especially like getting postcards.

the stamps are the best part.

nature

things are going to change.

fucking up my program

wednesdays are always all about crackheads and teenagers.

por las nubes

apparently, earth day is like the second coming of christ for some college students.

+
vegan mango scones

_
spanish test tomorrow

p.s.

today my scandinavian studies teacher talked about bjork and sigur ros. i don't want to forget that.

city center

what a long weekend. my bus was so full today but i was the only one on it at the end because no one actually rides all the way to the issaquah park and ride. i like being the only person and having a whole bus to myself. my brain is half melted so i have nothing else to say except why does shanghai garden have to be closed on mondays?

el aborto

i'm in bellingham and i'm super tired. robert is asleep in the bed behind me but i'm trying to write an essay about abortion in spanish. but i can't think of anything to say, let alone in spanish. this day has been so long and its only 4:30.

a trip

my classes aren't terrible but my women's studies class is the worst. the teacher makes me want to die. oh well, remember junior high/high school? ....that was pretty bad too.

viejo

old people are a curious breed. i saw two old guys driving today one car in front of the other. one had a stuffed animal and a nascar hat peeking out the back window. the other one was smoking with his windows rolled up and had a weezer bumper sticker.

baby

i have a blog now. mostly another reason to not do homework. i really like trees right now.

but a lot of things have me scared: